Tuesday, April 1, 2014

March 31, 2014

It's been one wild day considering its 8pm and im pretty much just starting my preparation day. I mean wild.

We are in a tight squeeze to make our first event, april 12th! All the graphics have to be in by wednesday 3pm. We've been on the phone all day with the graphic designer - - poor thing probably wont sleep tonight. #3 pro of being a missionary?: forced bedtime. Good call when they made that a rule.

We felt scattered with our videos and by now i've seen every bible video and every little message the church has ever produced in the history of ever. Mormonchannel - oh palease. lds.org search? done. You can safely assume they are all running together. Thank goodness President came in to help us today - it was so nice to have him sacrifice his time. We were able to make some solid decisions and get good feedback on the videos. I wonder every day how mission presidents do it - ill never look at them the same.
The Lord's hand is literally in this work. Its amazing the people he's guided us to and the thoughts, words, quotes...and that video we watched 35 videos ago that he will recall to our minds. It's the most spiritually exhausting work seeing how real God is, and also how real the adversary is in putting up and taking down barriers. 

The Womens Meeting over the weekend was...different wasn't it? Not going to lie, couldnt handle the beginning. I was looking around thinking "is this really happening right now?" I was trying SO hard not to laugh. I couldn't handle it. My companion probably thinks I have no heart. Buuut the videos were awesome! (of course id notice them) and I loved how the videos and speakers reminded us of the power that comes from being covenant women....women that make and keep promises to God, and how we build upon that. We are given the most unique opportunities to serve, to teach, and to lift than any other women ceo or PTA parent, as great and valuable as those opportunities are. 

My favorite was when they told the greek definition of perfect: that it is being complete. How wonderful and relieving it feels to know that God's not asking us to be perfect - he's asking us to realize the strength we have, to realize who's on our team, to realize we can BE whole and FEEL whole despite all the marks we make in ourselves and marks that the world makes without our choosing.

It's one thing to know of Christ and go to church and say you believe in Jesus Christ but then to learn how to recognize answers from God, to have a conversation with God instead of just repeating the same thing each day is a different ball game.
 To see God's hand is not an exercise of self-delusion. It's not a cop out. It's not not considering the patterns of science and natural results. 

Not having enough trust to admit God's hand is self-delusion. Not trying to see it is a cop out. Failing to realize how God is the ultimate scientist is not considering. 

"We would do well to slow down a little, proceed at the optimum speed for our circumstances, focus on the significant, lift up our eyes, and truly see the things that matter most."

Love,
Sister Bell

Keep it real...because it is real...still.

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